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no friends to do that stuff with. :\ it's too bad it's all i want.
i'm not good at making friends though i have a lot of baggage and anxiety i have trouble opening up.
always hoped i'd find someone who could see past all my shit and be interested enough in me to like, help me get past that. but ah well, not a fair expectation i guess.
hard to get better alone sometimes you just have to ride out sadness because there's no way to distract yourself from it by yourself. ah well.