>>40204827
sorry for the overly exhaustive list

if your unaware im 38; disabled; failure in life by most standards; but i made it to my dreams because i never gave up; my goddess kept me alive and pure and hopeful even thru my horrible health and mental health declines; and very literally brought my wife to me; a direct answer to my prayers

for some more on the girl who hurt me before i met my wife; see exchange in >>40198421

picrel me (right) and a friend i fell extremely for in 2023 on pso2; we spent every waking moment together that she had available from work; but she was too hurt from her previous trauma to be more with me; i thought she would be what my wife became; she later disappeared but came back last year for a while and me and my wife hung out with her alot; havent seen her since february; we had alot of fun listening to music together and dancing ingame and doing other silly stuff together; or hanging out for group chats in my massive Temple of Ellaphae i built in the game to honor my irl goddess