>>508316210
>>508316210
I was like you anon, for a decade, i pushed my hornines to the side, treating it as annoyance and distraction, a basic desire to be taken care of, just like taking a shit, but i came to conclusion this is not the way
I integrated it into my personality, even the more degenerate aspects of it, just like you would integrate a jungian shadow, and use its energy to motivate myself and be content and whole