>>40785165
ohhhhh you're not trying to hold on to your old self, you are trying to break out of your own shell, you're digging to the core of yourself. only you will know what emotionally resonates with you in the way you want it to, eris. have courage, but don't be foolhardy, unless you're into sabotaging yourself. face your own insecurities and grow to accept yourself as you are, and not as you want to be. only then can you make any truly meaningful change, if you so desire that, which it seems like you don't, but whatever

https://youtu.be/mYkv2O1Wyuw