>>510804020
I understand what you're saying and putting my foot down is probably why I've left half of my jobs.
>You don't have to trust them, you just have to do what you were hired to do
I always make sure to do my best to do what I was hired to and even excell those expectations. It's twofold: on one hand I've always wanted to start a business and acquire other small businesses from a very young age and then 2. I've had just a very bad work experience.
To give some background as concise as I can:
My first job was as a financial advisor out of grad school (luckily left without debts and finished 2 years early) in a major city but then the Coronavirus hit a few months into it and was fired from that 18 months later due to missing a sales quota that was moved up a month earlier than I was initially told it was due and from falling into a depression after a series of horrible personal events and being under a boss who always played mind games with me.
Then go a job as another financial advisor at a more local company, had great relationships with my business partners and corporate however I wasn't making the kind of money I would like and left after hearing a rumor my department was acquired and would be sold off which was true.
Then in Fall 2022 I got into a Big 4 accounting firm as an auditor, it was okay but I felt the place was too fake, too cutthroat, and I wanted to switch departments. I was laid off from them a year later, then struggled to find meaningful employment besides doing Uber where Uber kept changing how it's pay structure works, moving the goalposts, pushing more surveillance onto me. I oddly enough applied and received a good federal government job with the Dept of Treasury a a bank examiner in an already understaffed field last December but then Trump blew up with eh hiring freeze which apparently already offered and signed roles with start dates in 2 weeks weren't going it be honored, throwing me back into the job market again.
Thus I'm tired

About to turn 26 and I'm totally done with life and society
How could we be so betrayed by our own forefathers giving womens rights
Never had love how can my family just think i can just take it
Internet dating gave women literally every capability to efficiently and without friction live out their ideal dating strategy which is completely unnatural
They only go for two things, chad or bbc
And our own fucking fathers and grandfathers allowwed all of this to happen
Even women women had rights, the lack of internet and travel etc still kept women in their local "game"
For me its over anyway, my face muscles got fucked because of festering dental infections and i cant socialize or talk anymore, its over even if i get money
Im ready to die and only contemplating whether my Aryan forefathers would want me to crash out before I go
These last days I wonder what strong Aryan man of the past would think of our days
Amazing technology and economy but men are being laughed and left alone by women, academically left behind and in the workspace, and niggers, sandniggers and poos all around
I just took a nightwalk through my city of Rotterdam and theres mudsharks all around on a friday night its so blackpilling
Even saw a stereotypical French blonde mudshark walking hand in hand with her jacked 6'2 ape
At least those French have some sense of fashion, even the niggers lol
But I digress
Its completely over and nobody cares that you literally go for 26 years not ever feeling female love that is promised to you in all the books and movies lol
Nobody gives a fuck and white women are dark, selfish festering souls of evil
Its literally just the jews and white capitalist traitors? I literally cant find any other reason why white men would let their society be this way.
The pain is so god damn deep and I'm gonna go on a trip soon and never come back. Never seen the world, just gonna see some cool places and then jump off a cliff.