he's gonna fucking kill me.

>>532055362
you have my full confidence husbun. you'll be saving me from 1v10s in no time at all... join me for roulettes later 2bqh

>>532015795
>impatiently
no, no! patiently! you've got this! i believe in you!

>>531648895
i'm malezen now though so that shifts the balance quite a bit

>>531323901
nah, i know. it just... feels insulting. but that could be my ego, or my desire to be understood. i feel like i don't give the vibe of somebody who particularly cares about that stuff, even in the times i'm publicly posting about sexual things.

i realize it seems to be them seeking validation from me, i just wish they could feel more validated by my desire to know them, spend time with them, my open and honest (nonsexual) affection towards people i'm interested in. i'm not at all opposed to sexuality, i just wish people didn't feel the need to speedrun that validation because 3 out of 3 times that it's happened to me lately it's been... kinda not the right time or place at all and just came across as sad.

and i understand, sorta. i was in such a bad way last night i almost re-added my abuser out of sheer lonely desperation. consider it a bump in the road, darling. i hope you feel better. hearts don't break, they bruise and get better

CRYSTAL datacenter it's been a couple hours, it's fishing time
pf under C.L
pass 0777
breathe that salty air... feel alive.... hang out at the malboro docks....

>>530913059
i will find a face1 donkeyboy boywife then