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7/2/2025, 8:25:26 PM
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I'm exactly 40. And the reason why I got on Discord is because my only real social interactions (all online) were happening through the handful of friends that I made on the hikikomori subreddit - which was mostly filled with younger people. For example, I became good friends with a super based and red-pilled 21-year-old Finnish guy (he was 19 when we first started chatting). It was people like him that encouraged me to use Discord because they're also into gaming. And because I isolated myself for so long, I both look and act young for my age. Most people that interact with me say that they feel like they're interacting with a 20-year-old. Which isn't something that I'm proud of by the way. It's just reality. Or at least it used to be. I've gotten a lot better over the last 1 1/2 years because I went to the hospital and stayed in a psych ward for suicidal people for about a week - which actually ended up being an amazing experience for me because it forced me to interact with people in real life again. To my shock, my social skills were surprisingly good (I used to be a super popular Chad in high school before I became a recluse, and so I guess that I innately have good social skills that managed to survive even 2+ decades of near total social isolation). And even more shockingly, most of the girls in the psych ward were into me. I ended up hooking up with a couple of them and followed another one to something called a residential program - where I finally lost my virginity at 39. And then I finally got on dating apps and discovered that I'm still a Chad now (picrel) because I got over 1,000 matches. I then coped with my suicidal depression and severe self-esteem issues by falling into an abyss of the flesh. I've slept with over 100 girls in just the last 6 months alone. I know it sounds like a larp, but I'm actually telling the truth.
I'm exactly 40. And the reason why I got on Discord is because my only real social interactions (all online) were happening through the handful of friends that I made on the hikikomori subreddit - which was mostly filled with younger people. For example, I became good friends with a super based and red-pilled 21-year-old Finnish guy (he was 19 when we first started chatting). It was people like him that encouraged me to use Discord because they're also into gaming. And because I isolated myself for so long, I both look and act young for my age. Most people that interact with me say that they feel like they're interacting with a 20-year-old. Which isn't something that I'm proud of by the way. It's just reality. Or at least it used to be. I've gotten a lot better over the last 1 1/2 years because I went to the hospital and stayed in a psych ward for suicidal people for about a week - which actually ended up being an amazing experience for me because it forced me to interact with people in real life again. To my shock, my social skills were surprisingly good (I used to be a super popular Chad in high school before I became a recluse, and so I guess that I innately have good social skills that managed to survive even 2+ decades of near total social isolation). And even more shockingly, most of the girls in the psych ward were into me. I ended up hooking up with a couple of them and followed another one to something called a residential program - where I finally lost my virginity at 39. And then I finally got on dating apps and discovered that I'm still a Chad now (picrel) because I got over 1,000 matches. I then coped with my suicidal depression and severe self-esteem issues by falling into an abyss of the flesh. I've slept with over 100 girls in just the last 6 months alone. I know it sounds like a larp, but I'm actually telling the truth.
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