>>717737356
then get out and meet them?
Work out a bit if you aren't in shape, save up, get a job as a nightguard if you don't want a real job since it's just being a NEET except you are getting paid, and book a flight out.
Women don't care about "looks" in the way a lot of men think they do, they care about how much it looks like a man cares about himself/his surroundings.
I believe in you anon, go live life like an adventure, because it is.

And you can only play once.