>>149151579
This is the situation I'm in. It wasn't perfect, but I still spent my 20s really trying to not be a neet. I had friends, hobbies, a good job, a gf and bought a house but the moment I turned 30 I lost fucking all of it and haven't recovered. Every attempt at trying to "better myself" and get it all back blows up 10 fold and I just end up losing more and more. I still have my house but I live pay check to pay check and not a single person gives 2 shits about me. Worse yet is I constantly see people who are absolute daemons getting everything while I fuck up once and get sent to hell. 4chan is barely a good place to even vent because just like in real life anytime you try to seek help or even just release some steam everyone just calls you a fagot. In all honesty if you aren't fucking perfect or have a pussy no one gives a shit about you.