Existence used to be unrelenting agony but that changed!. I used to be a NEET hikki and cope by latching onto being "mentally ill" and a "loser" for cope along with substance abuse. Tripping on natural drugs really helped me. Salvia Divinorum revolutionized my life and freed me from misery. I am forever thankful to the Goddess.

There is hope however if you think you will be happy if you get X or Y you are without a chance.

Please respect these powerful tools. Salvia especially has been misused and misconstrued. Go slowly with plant medicine and do not fuck around and find out.