It's much to feel
I'm distraught without it
and its much too much
without

gods cold embrace
always amazes me
as I noticed you
and all your flaws

where do I
without my mind
go instead
its a mystery
trusting it will bring something

but inside my mind the devil finds
the devils got his way
how do I
begin to cry
and let it go to die
I'm losing it
and the plot thickens
I must live with it
and find a way to survive

thrive
in the night
where I once ruined you
and ruined me
my seraphic friend
that was me being selfish wasn't it?

ego is not invisible
it's just the horrible things you love to do