>>76286502
Had about 2 and a half years of hope after life long obesity, lost the weight, went on multiple trips outside the US, got back and fell into a cycle of feeling like trying to look handsome is pointless as long as I live in a poor suburb.
It got real bad from September of last year where I was 212lbs, shot up to 252lbs this April. Things have been a lot better for me financially and I have a long study trip in the plans of next year so I feel like I can see the light again.

TLdr abandoned accountability for depression eating
>>76286503
Anon