>have crush on theyfab stoner friend
>flirt with them a little, mostly over text, but then they mention going on testosterone again
>they went on it before and from what I could tell about what it did to them before it was kinda hot, though mostly cause they weren't properly ftm or male or anything, and still very fem presenting
>realize when they mention going on it again now though that stopping before may not been fully intentional
>worried they're gonna go all the way with it and I'm not gonna be that into them anymore, though if they only stick with it for a set amount of time again I don't think I'm gonna care

am I weird for this? also I know I should just ask them how long they're gonna be on T again for or something but I haven't really figured out a decent way to ask about or bring it up so idk

kinda just not sure if I'm stupid or something

t. transbian btw