I want to be. Being a father is the second-best thing a human can be; the first is being a mother. It comes with a lot of responsibilities, and I'm just not financially or mature enough to be the best I can be for my children or wife. I'm not exactly a people person and I've never been in a relationship nor been intimate with a woman. If this progresses to the time I'm thirty I'm just going to live on Mounth Athos as a monk.