>>509579589
I'm not kidding about the monk thing. Have you tried being alone in the wilderness for a month? Could change everything dawg. You need to disentangle all the bad wiring in your brain...programs go in from childhood without us knowing, probably why you joined ZOG army ... got programmed to bleieve it was a viable or honorable route ... nobodies life matters you fuck. unless you make it matter.
My oldest friend, a guy I knew since I was born gave me this injury I've been carrying around for what seems like ever now, we get emotionally entangled with nigger faggots through our own ignorance and immaturity, but only we can dig ourselves out of the pit.