>>40881902
Only happened once. SP means Sleep Paraylsis

I awoke from my sleep at 3:00am in the morning to see something pale, dark haired with distorted frightning uncanny valley features (it's always the eyes) standing over feeling like it was trying to strangle me

I didn't give into the fear and while unable to move was able to focus enough to communicate to it that I wanted to fuck it.

It was taken aback, genuinely like it was shocked then it's features softened and became more attractive and it vanished while i felt this pressure build up in every part of my body until I came. I didn't wake up either. I remained in this semi asleep semi awoke state for a few or so feeling the waves of pleasure and pain jolting through my body like electricity.

Parts of it were very physically painful in a neuropathic sense especially in my spine and there was an overwhelming sense of coldness

I never encountered this entity again. I've had more reoccuring success with trying to invoke non human spirits through Lilith in terms of them sticking around

Don't even know if it was a ghost. I haven't felt anything ghost or not for months and I no longer have SP episodes which makes me sad.

The anon with the guide who said aspects of interacting with irl women also apply was right and you have to be "interesting" to them as "prey"

It's not as bad as it sounds you mostly just have to not be living in your own filth, passionate in life and into the occult.

It sounds trite but bad hygiene and unclean living spaces or things like uncontrolled drug use/diet will fuck up your connection to the supernatural (and also invite it in but in a bad way)