>>40655601
It's not good to demean yourself so much anyway, negative thoughts lead to more negative thought's, if you want to snap out of your stupor, the first thing you need to do is respect yourself, don't say "I'm insufferable" say, "I don't like this part of me, how can I improve?"

Honestly people have shared screenshots of some truly vile and perverted people they met on here, you can't be that bad.
I'd make a post from the OP and attach your tag, people have had luck in this general, not all weirdos, and trust me, it ain't much better elsewhere.