>>81893667
>Be brown 5'5 incel with autism, PTSD, a high IQ but have severe anxiety
>Dad was a dark skinned Yemeni and mom is a swarthy Turk-Chechen mutt
>I have a cutecel phenotype, have no body hair and can't grow a beard
>Have a cut cock that is only 3.5 inches hard and I'm a weirdo weeb
>Was raised in a upper class French town until my dad died when I was 11
>Was adopted by my uncle and raised in a British muslim ghetto and my older cousin gave me kinks
My older cousin is half Chechen/Irish (her mum converted) she looks like Eileen Galvin. When her dad went to jail, She went to parties at night with whites. She played guitar/sang in a band. She wore tight dresses. I spied on her getting naked from her closet. She caught me the 4th time and was irked that I had wanked using her sock. I did her homework and massaged her. In exchange she let me watch her undress and wank off but made me wear condoms. On my birthdays and during Eid she would shower with me and jerk me off and hump her long legs. She would giggle as I came. She then dated this lanky guy and had loud sex with him. It made me sad. I walked in on her shagging. Her bf had a really long, thick, pink cock. Her tall body was sweaty and his cock looked really juicy so I turned bi. Instead of being a bitter incel, I would wank when I heard her fuck. I was sharing her pleasure. She got dumped but kept on having loud sex with other tall rocker guys. I kept wanking and sometimes did it right outside her bedroom. She's so angelic and perfect. She got kicked out because she got pregnant. I know she gave me weird kinks but she's wonderful. I wish I could give her money, I wish I had massaged her pregnant feet.