Your existence is flawed in comparison to the 'elites' because of This:

You aren't living authentically due to your perception of morality, law and order:

The 'elites' thrive without inhibitions, they do whatever they want whenever they want without doubt, fear, worry or care. You should too.
Embrace absurdity, instinct, hatred, pain, misery, evil, good, chaos, order ...
EVERYTHING

You gotta be You, without caring about failure. Embrace death in everything you do. Fear Nothing.

Embrace Everything. Be a 'Yes' Man.

https://youtu.be/t5Sd5c4o9UM?si=tRGY8Q1P5quZjL7h