>5'7" (170cm)
>125lb (57kg)
i keep shedding pounds because i can't find the motivation to eat but i really want to gain weight. i'm trying to build some muscle. i need to lose like -10lb?? i think
i wanna be picrel

>>40405863
i'm trying to avoid this bc i know once i remember the feeling i won't want to stop being completely empty is like a shortcut to Nirvana and it is so not healthy but i miss that