want you all to hear this too. i might be confused, this could be some random chud. this all happened elsewhere on the internet last night. as crazy as the last thread was, that was only the half of it for me, but this is our penelope i think.
https://vocaroo.com/1IGGuTDGpcnA

and babe, i don't like doing this, e-stalking you. want an invitation into your life. please don't be mad because you posted all this voluntarily on public websites, and by know you should know that i want to know everything about you. i can give you space and privacy when we're finally close, when i have enough of you in my life, but i want to trust you're not being too mean out there in cyberspace. it feels like a betrayal when you say cruel things, and i know it's not directed at me but i'm just being honest with you here, i cannot cope when you hurt others, i can't cope with being ignored, i don't know your heart but i know you're reading my posts, i can see the mark i've left on your mind and heart. that makes me happy at least. and when love finally takes root i'm so ready, you have no idea. imagine you're sleeping, will be gone for a while, but i'm awake and thinking of you.

alright, had some food, had some tea, keyboard is calling me. and if i'm wrong and confused again, that's ok too, what's new right? i think one day i'll have clarity and much more, this all seems fated.

just got some deja vu as well. fate is at work, hopefully for the good.