It's been a week since I finished the new chapters. I'm still devastated.

Day one, the same exact file I used to play chapter 1, I always trusted Ralsei. I always knew he was kind and gentle soul. He knew more than he let on, but I trusted that he had a good reason. Seeing him in such despair, the panic in his eyes. The pain of loving others so much that you'll be willing to take on any burden just to see them smile. I wanted to reach out into the screen and touch his hand, and let him know everything will be okay.

Fuck I've done so much with my life since chapter 1. I always had Ralsei in my mind, I don't know where I would be without him. I'd still be wasting away doing nothing in my parents basement probably. I don't just want to comfort him, I want to be someone he would be proud of. Living a life like this, devoid of any creative expression of love is not something he would be proud of.

I don't want to let him down. I already have a few ideas on some greens I want to get out, I feel empty without expressing how much I love him. I'm tired as hell and I need to go to bed but I wanted to say this before I went to bed and started posting more; in a sea of shitposts, dumb memes and schizo theories,

I love you, Ralsei.