>>5876967
>gooning
I do not go around sucker punching people in alleyways.
I wouldn't sneak to a nigger and stab him in the back, torturing him and then putting him down.
I wouldn't just put bombs or boobie traps around a city to make random people suffer.
I am not lusting for violence, I yearn for the thrill of battle, I desire the sweet taste of victory against death. I wish for a life of physical and mental challenge against the ultimate destiny of man.
If I win, I will stand proudly victorious, as a winner, not only against a true enemy, but also against the inevitability of death.
If I lose, I die, proudly, and knowing that my death had some honor, and drama, as Mishima said death in the modern world is devoid of drama, I do not wish to die of illness or old age, I prefer living a short life and have embraced it, rather than living long and just existing.
What I said is not incompatible with society and civilization, europeans are pacific, not harmless.