a dozen double-barrelled shotguns discharged simultaneously in double shot mode, six at my head by standing men, and six at my chest by kneeling, would fix me. it's my ultimate fantasy and my clitty leaks every time i think about it :3
by the way, i am an autistic liberal male and i drink soimilk while imagining it's my dad's semen (and also imagining that my dad is black)