Not to humblebrag lads but having a loyal sweet gf is kind of bittersweet

She's lovely, but my life feels so tedious and empty now without the pursuit of fanny.
When I was single in uni I used to hit the gym hard, cook, had hobbies, dressed well, all so that every few weeks I could take a fit bird home from a bumble date

I don't do that anymore and my life is fucking SHIT now. I feel castrated.

Mad how you have more freedom and life balance in school and university than when you're a full time toiler

Wake up early as shit, work all day, get home at 6pm exhausted, have dinner and go to gym if you're not too tired, then it's bed time and back to the toil cage again
5 days a week of this, then you get one day of respite, followed by seething all Sunday because it looms
You get six weeks of break to live your life in the whole year.

Fuck this shite. No wonder it feels like my life is nothing but toil and stagnation since uni.