Whats the point in even transitioning if both my mom and dad have tons of masculine genetics which they passed down to me?
My mom was flat chested and didnt look very feminine at all, so even if I transitioned then at best I might just end up looking like her, which would defeat the whole purpose of transitioning since I would still look like a man.
Was I just born with a body thats impossible to pass off as a womans? Did I lose the genetic trans lottery?

if i faked my death i would get too excited and it'd all fail but id do it just to feel the pounding excitement that hatred brings and the celebration in my passing would be a truly grand jubilee