ok i googled it and like. yeah the part in pircel is obvious to me but like. it's nowhere near comparable to becoming a worm. a worm does not exist to a human in a meaningful capacity. it would basically be the same as them dying. i would cherish the memory of my now worm loved ones, sure, and i'd help them with anything. but a worm cannot communicate me, cannot hold my hand, cannot even show love or recognition to a human in any way. it doesnt have the capacity to ever recognize me. i can love a worm, but a worm cannot love me. it's hell.
>>40255986
maybe i'll just go forward just believing this as if it were a religion.