>>40553312
i'm sorry you went through this type of hurt. he shouldn't have cheated on you and it's going to take a while to get over it. start by doing a small act of kindness to yourself.
>without him trying to hurt me again
he's going to react, especially if you want to hurt him.
>He's the type that always needs to deal the worst blow.
that's too much effort. walk away and get back to your routine and sense of normality.
>>40553318
bias: no clue, i don't know how many hours on pour on this thing daily. you wouldn't need me to affirm that thought if you truly made it.
reading: reversed eight of pentacles. oh no, you are very far away. genuinely ask yourself what it would take to achieve that goal in five year's time.