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Thanks frens :)
I’m going through hell right now. I now that I have can be strong and succeed. I’ll reach heaven in a year.

Let pepe hug you frens.
I'd like to know about the though times you had with your body.
I cried many times because I let myself get fat, got morbidly obese, I felt so powerless. Never felt comfortable going outside, being seen, even in the gym. Lost a lot of weight, still fat, but now more comfortable.
Just the thought that people don't like me, don't love me, not being considered human because I'm fat, girls not hanging out with me, being ghosted, the "funny" guy. My intelligence always helped to be noticed in a way at my job and with friends. But still, being a nobody just for being fat. I'm human, I need love, could have needed a hug sometimes. But women just ignore you if you're fat. Best friends tell you "personality" matters. It's not true.
Just a hug, just a "you're beautiful", just being asked out to go to lunch by a girl. Not being ghosted. I see my good looking friends get girls all the time, brag about it. I wish I could feel the same. Hopefully soon.
It still baffles me - I'll get skinny and shredded and girls will talk to me, sleep with me, party with me and whatever, but it's not real, if they like me so much after I have put work into my body but never ever would've talked to me before, isn't it not a real friendship or not real love? I think I'll never be able to live with someone who loves me, I'd always think if I'd be fat that person would've never even noticed me or ignored me.
Just a couple thoughts from my side.