the detransition and repression is going horribly i want to become a 7 foot hairy hulking rape beast i want to inject so many roids that i start pissing testosterone i want to become a disgusting sweaty shredded monster i want my mere presence to terrify and arouse women and make them all have sex with me because of the implication i need to grow my clitoris until it can penetrate nonconsensually i need a cock so strong and virile and THROBBING that it destroys the brain of whatever hole i'm penetrating and permanently turns them into my dumb fuckslut slave i need a harem of bottoms that worship me i want to smell horrible and sweat and have bulging rippling muscles i want to be a real man life is so unfair