i don't know if this is the place but
>genuinely want to talk to people here
>add and get added, have a nice time for a bit
>miss dms in some capacity (true on alts and main)
>start figuring theyve noticed my folly and dislike me now
>throw everyone away and resolve to maybe do it again someday
is this bpd or am i normal retarded? advice for holding on to nice people?