>>510000942
>jack Parsons
I read picrel once out of an interest in the history of rocketry. Instead I got a crash course in occult sex majick. Literally 2/3 of the book is just Parsons dealings with Crowley and communicating with demons. The world is so much more fucked that most realize.

As for OP, sucks bro should have listened. But 35 is still good, if your in shape your on your prime.