>>76320652

Career Goals: Keep grinding don't crash out

Finished my articling applications, now I have to focus on my job. I'm setting up a pro bono clinic, so it's a lot of coordinating and getting ducks in order. I have to email and reach out to people to get information and sometimes they completely blow me off. I feel list a pest having to email and call someone again and again, but I don't get what I need otherwise. It makes me want to fight the whole world.

Social Goals: Don't crash out

Messaged my ex (I know bad move). She told me that she felt like she always had trouble talking to me. For her it was a struggle. Maybe I'm in my head but I feel like I know what that means (It's the 'tism, it's always that). I just want to be so ripped that someone would put up with me despite my personality.

Also, talked to my parents. My dad keeps saying that chat gpt will take my job. He says that art will be pointless. He's a STEMlord, whose electrical engineering degree took him out of poverty. I know he'll never see it any other way, but I wish he wasn't so smug about it. I love him, but I also want to knock his teeth out when I talk to him.

Fitness Goals: Get my anger out, increase my bench

I finally figured out how to bench properly. I've been going up about 5-10 pounds a week so far. I know I can go further, I just need to stay consistent. I need to workout more. I need to take cardio seriously. I need to get out all this negative energy and not crash out.