>>101619996
idk I miss CC.
I had a lot of thoughts these last few weeks and now specifically so excuse my rant.
A lot of this is taken way too seriously I think. Fuck even I am victim to this when another streamer or whatever doesent stream for a week or so I dont care much for example I wouldnt even notice if NL was missing for a week but with CC it does have an conciderable impact on my mood. Like when Im totally honest im being salty about her leaving for a week when there werent much streams last week either but also if I was in her position I would to the exact same thing really. I dont know, maybe its the crippling lonliness, but I always like to look forward to CCs stream after a shit day @ uni or at work but now I cant really do that and it makes me sad.
also Im not a big fan of shipping in general, its fine if other people like it its just not my cup of tea so it does feel like if youre not in youre out, even though I am genuine believe it or not. Im also not timestamptomo, schizo-sama [/sopiler]