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Now that I think about it, I feel like these threads are a bad source of information because no one actually goes through with the fantasy.

Anons I finally did it. Long time lurker and I gave my first blowjob last weekend. Will share the story below
>GF is out of town last weekend and I'm super horny thinking about sucking dick
>Never really been attracted to men but super into the idea of making a dick cum
>Install grindr and im so turned off but I power through it and spend a bunch of time looking for the straightest passing good looking dude
>6 feet, white guy, clean cut, describes himself as bisexual
>fuck it, send message
>explain that im only interested in sucking dick and don't want any kissing or touching or anything else
>I know I might pussy out, so I give him my apartment address and tell him to come so I can't back out
>a few hours pass by as Im waiting and my heart is racing
>edging watching wtmywtsc trying to motivate myself
>pop a xanax have a few drinks to chill out
>eventually he texts me that he's here
>wtf am i doing
>he walks in and its a little awkward - just say "whats up man nice to meet you"
>invite him to sit on the couch and grab two beers
>throw some bullshit on the tv i don't even remember the movie
>at this point im not really horny anymore because im nervous but I know I have a job to do