>>40724003
I accept what you say, I can't yet put it into practice, but I accept you're correct and im thinking wrongly.
putting so much effort into a fetish fantasy---i's not worth it if i think straight and properly

Is there any way I can prove or disprove, once and for all\ to stop face sitting, whether God exists or not? I have thought of doing a long novena prayer, the 54-day novena catholic prayer, asking for an asbolutely undeniable ,VISIBLE SIGN. If granted, then God exists for sure.
if God exists for sure, it's absolutely true to the full extent, i might become a priest, or lay monk or consecrated.
if he doesn't exist, then he won't start existing, to I'll devote my life to living extremely atheistically, albeit using non-theistic LOA methods.