Living as a russian is pure suffering. You can tell that your tribe has enormous potential to do something, become something great. But at the same time you are living in hell of your own creation, no help will come from the outside, the jewish elites are deep into the pockets of the state, you know there will be no change to these conditions. The sexes turning on each other due to hardships of life makes it nigh impossible to have a big family (3+). You just fizzle out slowly.