>32
>everything in life goes wrong for me
>no matter what I do, I can't prevent anything bad happening to me
>co-worker just recently asked me if I've always had bad luck considering the things that have happened to me since the year I've been working at this place
>getting so depressed it's affecting me physically
>can't even get myself to go out jogging anymore
>keep spiraling because no matter what I do, I get fucked
I am literally incapable of having a good life. I've been depressed for the past 16 years because nothing good ever happens to me and when it does, it's simply because the world decided to allow me a sliver of happiness just to make the downfall harder and make me even more miserable. All the shit that happens to me is completely out of my control too. I don't even have to do anything and shit just hits the fan. The only living thing that's happy to see me is my cat and he's getting up there in age

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To be honest, I've played like 7 games today and I can't win, I'm not sure what lists or how people have like 12 legendaries for their deck day 0 but this pay to win shit is really annoying this time around, It never felt this bad in base shadowverse