How do the normies do it? Here I am, surrounded by opportunities to hang out with people, but I just feel overwhelmed. How do normies invite people out to do things? How do they decide to just show up to a dance class for the first time? How do they decide to go on a hike?? I'm panicking guys.

Gosh I'm in my angsty poem writing mood again. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Too bad I'm too tired to want to write down my ideas. Fuck 'em they can go disappear when I go to sleep.

How do normies deal with being invited out to do things, and conversely, asking people out to do things? I have such great anxiety about asking people out. What if they hate my ideas? What's appropriate or not appropriate to do? ugghhhh it takes so much energy to think about and plan and do.

Gosh my brain feels so fucked up right now. I want to wrap my head under the blankets