A couple of nights ago my cousin and I got crossfaded

We drink, start talking we lay together. I get really horny, I think she does too.

Starts rubbing her ass on my crotch area. Starts grabbing my dick through my shorts, starts kissing...

Takes off her underwear and shorts, my dick lays on her ass.

I ask her if she wants this? She nods no, I stop I don't wanna force her. Later, says she wants to see me jerk off.

We cuddle more, she likes it., I like it..

We haven't spoken about it since, but we talk like nothing. Does she remember?? Or was she too fucked up to remember? I remember everything... I can't stop thinking about it

Sorry needed to get it out