The more i improve myself, the worse i feel. I don't really understand it. If you took a snapshot of my life and showed it to my past self, he would be left speechless and wouldn't believe it. Yet i feel downright suicidal lately. Feels like nothing i can do is enough, i can always do better. Then i do better and it's still not enough.
Signed up for the rock climbing gym today. Gonna go for my first group training session at friday. I dunno if i will like it or not.