how do i find a cute nerdy autistic bf who WONT just troon out after a couple months/years. i need to know how.

btw i want one that actually isn't a troon not just one that can repress troon thoughts indefinitely

dating men as a tranny is literally impossible
because 95% of the men who like trans girls are disgusting and awful

and the 5% that aren't are literal angels sent from heaven who deserve far more from a partner than a trans girl can give them so you can't date them without feeling like an awful person