>>102589897
6/10
It hurts just a bit

I still can't believe all those times she was sad and stressed and on hiatus and I went to bed melancholic imagining her depressed and alone, only she and her cat against a relentless world, and I would dream I could one day help save her. And then when she returned to streaming and yapping joyfully, I couldn't help but think that we were helping in easing her loneliness. But in reality she had a stud to comfort her and pleasure her for all of it. I can't really wrap my head around that there is one dude out there so insanely lucky that he gets to keep Faunimi all to himself. Honestly, I don't think I will ever accept that any single man deserves to be this happy.

Still, I suppose I'm glad to know she hasn't actually been truly sad for a long time, and she never will be ever again. She's been thoroughly saved, the journey and purpose of sapnaps is over. Which is a very bittersweet feeling. It culminated in me looking through my folder until the emotions welled up and I had a good cry. I will continue watching my VOD backlog and be reminded she's too precious to drop ever, and everything will be as it always was in due time.