Was your father a loser like (You)?
What went wrong?

>>81576102
Robots are going to hate this viewpoint but..

I wasted my academic potential to be a "social butterfly" (parents and grandparents used to say this lol).
I was popular and partied and did all that stupid movie shit and now I'm a fucking burnout acoholic loser schizoid with no real career prospects because I dropped out of college after two years since I partied and sold drugs instead of going to class.

I didn't "waste" my childhood in the sense you people typically think of and it resulted in my adulthood being meaningless. No amount of young pussy or chasing stacies was worth this,
I wish I just asked out a shy mid girl in high school, married her, then became career focused.
maybe there's still time...