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6/15/2025, 9:58:47 PM
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It's not right for me to be feeling this way. I shouldn't be feeling jealous and tormented because he's playing co-op games with other friends. There's a nagging voice in me that tells me the reason he doesn't invite me (to a game I don't own and am not interested in) is because he secretly dislikes me or otherwise wants me to go away, and that I'm a pest he only keeps around out of obligation.
It's not like he's incapable of being a dick but I shouldn't begrudge him having interests simply because they don't involve me. The jealousy is disgusting. I just wish I knew how to stop it from happening, these endless doubts are vile and pointless and self-destructive and I hate it.
FFXIV
It's not right for me to be feeling this way. I shouldn't be feeling jealous and tormented because he's playing co-op games with other friends. There's a nagging voice in me that tells me the reason he doesn't invite me (to a game I don't own and am not interested in) is because he secretly dislikes me or otherwise wants me to go away, and that I'm a pest he only keeps around out of obligation.
It's not like he's incapable of being a dick but I shouldn't begrudge him having interests simply because they don't involve me. The jealousy is disgusting. I just wish I knew how to stop it from happening, these endless doubts are vile and pointless and self-destructive and I hate it.
FFXIV
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