i showed an ounce of reciprocity for once in the "relationship" and now she ghosted me. how do i get over it? i cant seem to fuck off from it, it always haunts me. i fooled myself honestly. i need to go to hell and burn. how can i fully let go and move the fuck on?

18/M/SOCAL

>mental illnuss
Autism, cool ass white boy clusterb syndrome, alexithymia

>looking for
someone around my age/area, preferably autistic but capable of being able to fit in extremely well. play games together or talk. I am very socially smart but I don't feel the same way like the rest of people sort of autism. game or watch movies together over discord/vrchat/anything else idfc.

>not looking for
gooners, "silly" faggots, hypersexuals, low iq/naive tards. sensitive people, I'm pretty deranged so if you flinch at body horror, slurs, gore, rape jokes, ASPD stuff in general then fuck off.

>other
i like permadeath games, horror, dune, mma, gym, planning, FPS games, and music, really like music, most genres aslong as they aren't super mainstrem tiktok fag music.
>contact
disc: cozm1c