>>105534521
did you just unironically compare yourself to aphex twin as if he's not an extremely exceptional case? isn't he like a legendarily virtuosic prodigy? not a particularly realistic standard you should hold yourself to. "if aphex twin can do it, so can i" is terribly flawed logic.
it's good to surround yourself with creatively enriching objects. you don't have to, but it's good to.

(also aphex twin has always been a massively obsessive gearfag btw but that's irrelevant)