I HATE "GAME"
I HATE "RIZZ"
EVEN THE WORDS MAKE ME FEEL SICK

EVEN THINKING ABOUT WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A FUCKING MONSTER RAPIST EVEN TRYING TO "GAME" OR "RIZZ HER UP" IT FEELS AWFUL

THE WHOLE PROCESS FEELS SHITTY AND HUMILATING AND TERRIBLE

I WOULD RATHER NAIL MY HAND TO THIS FUCKING TABLE THEN ATTEMPT TO "FLIRT"

IT ALL TURNS MY STOMACH
I HATE IT
I HATE IT
I HATE IT
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