I spent so much time alone that I don't know how it feels to miss someone anymore. I turned out to be a bit autistic and my default mode of operation is just doing my own stuff without requiring other people. Currently learning blender and enjoying being able to create things I wanted to but wasn't able due to being incompatible with drawing. Had much more experience with sculpting as a kid and when I finally started doing 3D I felt like I found a missing part of myself.