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Anonymous /lgbt/40640973#40642374
8/8/2025, 12:54:36 AM
>>40642250
>It's more just frustrating for the rest of the gen because the chasers tank the quality
fair enough, i understand.
>>40642240
>How long have you been on test?
2 years 4 months
>Do you feel like it has worsened or bettered?
since getting on T? definitely bettered. like i said though, i have much more confidence online where i can't be seen because i still dont pass irl.
>Would you be comfortable elaborating on your difficulty connecting with people?
i think it has a lot to do with being autistic as fuck as well as being trans. definitely moreso being trans, but it's all kind of circumstantial. right now my autism is much less problematic for me because basically all the friends i have are autistic and i don't have to do much face to face socialization with strangers. there have been very brief periods where i'm surrounded by primarily other trans people and in those times it disturbs me less.
generally when i'm in new social situations or meeting new people i just kind of retract and try to match everyone else as well as i can, especially in person. even when people try to interact with me, and even when i want to interact with them back i just panic and shut down and it never goes anywhere. i feel like people secretly dislike me and i'm imposing so all my friendships are online where i have a little more confidence. i think the only way i could make friends in person is if there were other people i met regularly that were very persistent on being my friend. i don't like meeting people in real life though because i'm ashamed of how i look.